the first thing i forgot was her name.
is that a bad thing?
i remember her favorite flower. the tetraphylla looks so pretty.
it's like a dying 4 leaf clover. fits her.
her blood was all over that. maybe it just made them prettier.
i'll have to see that again, right?
each time i see it it feels less real.
i feel less for her.
i'll eventually just see her as a dying bird.
you flew too close to the sun, mom.